This is Me....

MuZaChic@aol.com — Sat, 19 Jul 2008 01:30:14 GMT

Didn't get the job that I interviewed for last week. :(

But I'm going to Louisville EARLY in the morning to register for American Idol. Auditions start on Monday.

Wish me luck, pray for me, send me good vibrations...whatever it is you do, please do it. LoL.

Thanks guys!!

MuZaChic@aol.com — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 07:23:44 GMT

I have decided that making peanut butter & jelly sandwiches is an art form.

That is all.

MuZaChic@aol.com — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 18:49:20 GMT

Sometimes I feel like I work with children.
And I just want to slap people. How STUPID can you be???
The District of Columbia is the same thing as Washington DC.
And Washington state is not the same thing as Washington DC.

DUH!
LoL.

Anyway. Bryan doesn't want birthday celebrations. But I DO!!!
Hehe. Less than two weeks. So start planning that party I know you guys are gonna throw me! LoL. J/K. I know everyone is super busy & broke, so let me know if you just wanna go to dinner or a club or something. Or a bar & karaoke. I'm easy like that. But anyone who can come out PLEASE DO!!! My birthday is on a Tuesday, so I'll probably go out the weekend before. Maybe the weekend after, too. Who knows.

Ok. I'm done blabbing.

EDIT!!!

This guy I've been emailing back & forth for work-related stuff just sent me an email saying "I must be experiencing some sort of cerebral flagellants today." Haha! he said "brain fart" in a professional manner. LOL!!!!!!!

Entertainment at work

MuZaChic@aol.com — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 18:33:03 GMT

Haha. I just texted one of the nurses that we're working with (he's 26 & pretty HOT) and asked if he & his buddy needed anything else for their apartment....

He said "A bowl of green m&ms. No red. Just green."
So I replied "I've been told green m&ms are an aphrodisiac. In light of that I don't think we can provide you with them."
He said "Just make sure you bring some when you all come out to visit us in Tulsa. And Kyle said bring a 5th of Vodka."

Lol! I love this job!

MuZaChic@aol.com — Fri, 01 Feb 2008 21:23:21 GMT

I don't understand.

Not much of anything, really.

I need to learn happiness on my own, I guess. Don't know how, tho.

Screw it.

I hope it stops snowing so I can go out tonight. I need to go out tonight.

MuZaChic@aol.com — Mon, 14 Jan 2008 16:15:15 GMT

My mind keeps wandering & I can't focus at all. I'm trying to get work done, but it's not so easy. Grr...

The boss is making my insurance effective Jan 1st. But I need an insurance card to fill my prescription, don't I? Hope it doesn't take too long to get that in the mail. I'm struggling.

I need to focus. I need to be happy.

MuZaChic@aol.com — Thu, 10 Jan 2008 21:02:47 GMT

I haven't posted in a grip. And I just feel like posting.

Nothing really big to update. My 90 days at work will be up next week, so that means it's time for health insurance and A RAISE! Hopefully, a big FAT raise. I could use it. I'd really like to move out. Really. Cause then I could have people over. Certain people. But that's neither here nor there. Anyway, yeah. Work is going good.

I have been talking to Joe almost every night for atleast an hour, since he came back to Colorado. For those who don't know, Joe is a friend from high school, we've kept in touch a little here & there, but we really started talking more when he got stationed in Colorado Springs in the Army. He spent 15 months in Iraq & I wrote him letters, talked to him online, and spoke to him once or twice on the phone while he was over there. We've become rather close & since he got back (a few days before Christmas) we've gotten even closer. He's coming into town to visit this Saturday and he'll be here for three weeks!! YAY!!!

I'm gonna run away with Joe in April, when he gets transferred to California and we're gonna get married and have little quarter-asian babies. (He's half vietnamese, half french.) LoL.

Anyway, I suppose that's all that's been going on. Life is bland, but it will soon pick up, I hope.

MuZaChic@aol.com — Tue, 27 Nov 2007 22:54:53 GMT

My stupid ass decided to look at myspace while at work. My boyfriend's profile said "single" and all his comments were missing. Maybe a technical problem? So I texted him. He said "IDK" about the relationship status change and "I deleted them" about the comments.

Ok....

I asked him if he really didn't know or if he was just putting me off til later. Again, "IDK".

So I told him we need to talk about this later. He said we definitely did, but he couldn't get together until tomorrow. I said okay, just please don't put me off again, I really want to talk. I just hope it's not THE talk. He said "unfortunately, i'm afraid it is THE talk :-!"

Piss me off. I can't believe he's putting me off til tomorrow so he can break up with me in person. Just freakin do it. Now all I can think about is how did I mess up?!? I mean, I don't think I was rushing things. He already took me to family dinners, invited me to a wedding and to his family's Christmas vacation in Tennessee. And I was excited about these things. Granted, I couldn't make it to the wedding and I told him it might be too soon to go on vacation together, but I was trying to give HIM an out. So maybe he thinks I'm not as interested as he is? But we talk atleast once a day. And we were hanging out atleast every other day for the most part.

I dunno. I'm gonna quit trying to figure it out. He'll tell me tomorrow. And then I'll probably punch him. Or not.

I'm gonna go shower and then go play board games and drink. Yay!

x-posted to my myspace

MuZaChic@aol.com — Fri, 12 Oct 2007 03:41:48 GMT

On monday I have orientation & tuesday starts my training at Advanced Healthcare Staffing. I am going to be a "recruiter," & I was offered this job by a guy who randomly came in to BP, like, twice!! He liked my personality & customer service skills so much that he basically offered me a job before seeing my resume or anything! How cool is that?

So, about the job....I will be recruiting nurses for travel nursing positions. It's an office job which means I get to sit on my butt & talk on the phone. And dress pretty! Which meeeaans....SHOPPING! LoL. (I'm going saturday to get some clothes for next week....cause I only have one pair of dress pants & the rest of my dress clothes are skirts that I wear for singing. And I am NOT wearing skirts all week.)

The first 90 days are training & I will make 10.50 an hour. Which is SO much better than BP. Then after that I will be on salary, which he estimates to be 30,000 a year. Seriously?! WOW! PLUS I get commission...which varies on how many nurses I recruit, but each one should earn me approximately an extra $100 a month. He said their goal is for me to have about 10-15 nurses. That's an extra $12,000-18,000 a year! How much does this rock? Let me tell you, it gets better!! (I know, I know, calm down, Erica. LoL.) After the training period I also get FULL insurance (medical, dental, & vision) completely PAID FOR by the company!! I'm so exicted I can't type straight. Hehe.

Anyway...from now on I should be work M-F like 9-6, but it may vary. And I'm staying at BP for about another month, just working third shift on the weekends. Long story short on that...the dayton market is getting sold & if I stick around I get retention pay, which should be like a $400 check. (Yeah, chump change compared to the new job...but still...it's $400!)

So, that's my life right now. I'm not working in massage, but it's been hard to find a job in that & this job basically fell into my lap, at quite the opportune time. With everything that's going on with the sale of BP, it sounds like the employees are going to get screwed. Well, let me correct myself...this didn't fall into my lap. JESUS LOVES ME!! :-D

I know I may be counting my chickens before they hatch, but getting this job has been in the works for a few months & I'm just now getting started, so I'm finally letting myself get excited. And I'm talking "my dog when she gets her belly rubbed" excited! ISN'T GOD GREAT?!?

<3<3<3

MuZaChic@aol.com — Tue, 09 Oct 2007 14:26:41 GMT

I got the call today...
I go for a "meeting" thursday evening & to sign my offer letter & if I accept the position (which I'm sure I will. LoL) then I START MONDAY!!!!!

Who's stoked? ME!

MuZaChic@aol.com — Wed, 26 Sep 2007 17:17:29 GMT

I haven't updated this thing in forever. I mean FOREVER. I'll sum up my recent endeavors:

HANSON CONCERT
Hanson concert was last tuesday. It was AWESOME. Got there about 5 min til 3, some girls in line asked if we were going to walk with Hanson at 3. (Their latest album & this tour are both titled "The Walk.") Of course, Hanson was late, so at 330ish they came out & we walked a mile around downtown Columbus with Hanson! Taylor yelled "everyone take off your shoes!" So, I did. When we stopped about halfway through Taylor had a bullhorn and was talking about how we're walking barefoot so that we know what it feels like not to own a pair of shoes. Being the big bunch of activists that they are, they've teamed up with TOMS, a shoe designer, to donate an equal pair of shoes for every pair that TOMS sells & Hanson are going to go actually PUT the shoes on the kids' feet in, I think, South America?? I'm not sure. They also have been selling their song "The Great Divide" off their current album, on iTunes for 99 cents & all procedes go to benefits AIDS research in Darfur.

The concert itself...was pretty freakin awesome! My first legal concert, so I grabbed a beer & ran to the stage...got about 4 people back from the stage. Suffered through the first two bands (the second one was pretty awesome, but I had to PEE!!!!!!!!) & then rocked out to Hanson. <3<3<3<3LoveLove<3<3<3Love<3Love<3<3 LoL. They are so freakin awesome. Even though I could kill freakin Taylor for convincing me to walk a mile barefoot around downtown Columbus & then asking us to JUMP?!?!? in the middle of the show. LoL. Erica<----a retard

HOT GUY AT WORK
There's this guy that comes into my work & he's freakin hot. I have a pretty huge crush on him, but I learned he's only 20.
Okay, not a huge deal, right?
So I found him on myspace & proceeded to stalk him online. O:-)
J/K Not really. Lol.
Found out he has a girlfriend, but he's still a huge flirt. :( Damn boys! LoL.
Why can't I seem to snag a guy? I suck at relationships. But that's neither here nor there....

NEW JOB?!?!
I have been searching online for a job in massage. I have looked as far as Toledo, but mostly in Columbus & Cincinnati. I NEED a job in massage. Or atleast a different job than what I have now. I can't do this customer service CRAP jobs anymore. I realize massage is still customer service, but it's not the same as f'in BP. *growl*

Go figure...this guy comes in to work a few months ago. He works down the street & is asking us if we know anyone that does home health care that needs a job. No, but I do massage, find me a job in that! LoL. Long story short (cause I'm running out of time before I have to go to work & I still need a shower): he offers me a job in his office, as sort of a recruiter/secretary! Just from coming in to BP a couple times! He knows nothing about me really, I guess he just liked my personality! So I interviewed with him yesterday &, if everything goes as planned (I should find out tomorrow), I will start a week from Monday. I'll start out M-F 10-4 for training & in about 30 days I'll go to M-F 9-6. Not sure exactly what I'm making, but he orginially told me $12/hour. Kick ASS!! & after 90 days I'll get total medical, dental, & vision insurance PAID FOR by the company & I can start making comission on top of my hourly rate. (Long story...) And it's an office job so NO TOILETS, NO MOPPING FLOORS, and I get to DRESS UP!! YAY!!!!

THE END
Anyway...that's what I've been up to. I'm sure I'm leaving something out, but I'm kinda rushing. I miss everyone & I wanna hang out, but I'm broke. (Hopefully only for another month or so & then I'll have MONEY!)
Later skaters!

MuZaChic@aol.com — Fri, 17 Aug 2007 01:09:41 GMT

Hanson is coming to columbus on tuesday september 22nd. The concert starts at 7pm & I REALLY wanna go, but I need someone to go with me!!
I *should* be working some overtime next week, so I think I might be able to swing buying both tickets, if anyone wants to go with me?!?!
I think it would be fun to stay overnight in columbus, too, but it's also only an hour-ish back to dayton. Um...we're all of age, now, too, so drinking at a Hanson concert?? FUN!! LoL.

Please let me know if anyone is remotely interested in going. Thanks!

MuZaChic@aol.com — Thu, 16 Aug 2007 20:11:10 GMT

Soooooo....

we're singing the national anthem at kilcare races tomorrow night.

I think that's pretty kickass if you ask me. Lol.

:D

MuZaChic@aol.com — Thu, 28 Jun 2007 22:39:50 GMT

FYI: parents are out of town next week, so party, my place, probably tuesday night.
I wanna have a pre-fourth of july bash.
Yeah, bash. Not really. I doubt very many people will show up, but if YOU show, that'll be one more!! LoL.

I work wednesday night, 2-10, that's why I'm not having it wednesday. I'm hoping I'll get to see some fireworks another night because last year I had to watch them sitting on the front sidewalk of work, and I don't wanna do that again this year. :(

But...yeah. I'd like to try and do a little cook out thing, but I dunno if that's gonna happen. Definitely BYOB, cause I'm poor.

Call if you can come, etc.

MuZaChic@aol.com — Sun, 24 Jun 2007 05:38:56 GMT

Do me a quick favor?? Anyone? Everyone?

Just go click this link.....

It enters me in the contest. Yeah, chances are slim I'll win, but you can't win if you don't try, right?? I figure it probably doesn't take long, so check it out!

THANKS!!!

MuZaChic@aol.com — Wed, 20 Jun 2007 08:15:14 GMT

Rachel and Jessica.....
Did Madam Laugle send you an e-mail with this link in it?

http://www.yahoo.americangreetings.com/view.pd?i=272780303&m=2762&rr=y&source=yahoo999

I miss her! :(

MuZaChic@aol.com — Wed, 20 Jun 2007 00:31:50 GMT

I finally did it. I told the boyfriend I deserve to be treated better. I don't care if he's depressed (well, I do care, but...), I don't deserve to sit around and wait. And wait. And wait. All the freakin time. There are other guys who would make me sick of them they'd be calling all the time and in my face all the time. I deserve to know if someone cares about me or not. I want to be there for him, I know depression is hard. But he could come over and hang out with me more often than when he just feels like he wants to get laid. Or get head. Being ignored sucks ass. And I'm not just a piece of ass.

Anyway. Rambling nonsense, I know. But the moral of the story is....I'm single again. Woo. Or not. Whatever.

MuZaChic@aol.com — Fri, 08 Jun 2007 05:48:37 GMT

I know I've posted a lot today, but you'll get over it, I'm sure.

I heard this poem in a movie I was watching. It rocks.

Come in, I've been expecting you
There's a knock on the door and love walks through
And lights a fire and smiles a smile
As if love were going to stay a while
And the fire breathes and weaves its spell
But then love runs out of lies to tell
For love is restless, love's a flirt
Love has places to go and people to hurt
So here's the shovel to smother the flame
Tomorrow you'll barely remember my name
And I'll try to forget you, my dearest one
As a prisoner tries to forget the sun
For life holds no purpose, and love holds no charms
Since I beheld you in another's arms.

MuZaChic@aol.com — Fri, 08 Jun 2007 03:56:52 GMT

Why can't my boyfriend treat me like his girlfriend?! I don't get it.

Anyway....

I don't even know why I'm with him.

Desperation, I guess.

MuZaChic@aol.com — Fri, 25 May 2007 17:43:56 GMT

I took a test and it said no.

The deposition wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

I have to go to work now. Goodbye!

Oh yeah. Party at my house saturday? PLEASE COME!!! LoL

MuZaChic@aol.com — Thu, 10 May 2007 18:08:45 GMT

I went to hooters with my boyfriend last night. How weird is that? Wednesday is his weekly guys' night at hooters, cause it's all you can eat wings. But none of the guys could go tonight, so he called me. LoL. They actually DO have really good wings. If I liked wings enough to crave them, I'd actually go back there JUST for the wings. But I digress..

I have spent too much type texting and not enough typing. I almost forget how to type on a computer and not on a cell phone. Loser.

AND my cell phone sucks. The dog chewed on my charger so now I have to rig it up funny to get it to charge at all. And then I dropped it in a sink full of water while trying to wash my hands. YES. I AM a loser. So now noone can hear me when I call them. But I can hear them. Someone at work told me to try the speaker phone, and THAT works, so I thought I'd try my headset thing, and THAT works. SO I don't really need to get a new phone, but I hate speaker phone and I don't particularly like the headset thing. I feel like I'm trying to be all prestigious and shit. Anyway.

Last part of this update: I am a horrible fan.
Hanson is my favorite band, and I used to be SO up-to-date on all their crap. But I realized the other day that Isaac now has a son! (I knew all three of them were married and that Taylor had 2 sons and a daughter, but WTF?! Where did this extra kid come from?! LoL.) AND they released a new album last week that I didn't even know was going to be released. I knew they were working on a new one, but it usually takes them YEARS to come out with something new. And I always know when it's coming out and I go buy it the day it comes out. NOT THIS TIME!!! I suck. Anyway. Today was payday, so I'm gonna go buy it now. /Madness

MuZaChic@aol.com — Tue, 08 May 2007 13:35:13 GMT

I've decided not to go back to steak 'n shake. Sorry, Bobby. Thanks for getting me on there, but my schedule just isn't going to work out like I thought it would. And it's just not the same as applebee's. I loved serving there, and steak 'n shake just...*shrug*. Eh.
Somebody said I didn't tell them I was going to work there, so I figured I'd tell everyone I'm no longer going to work there.

Anyway....Nothing too interesting going on in life.

Tim is now my boyfriend, FYI. Um....parents are going out of town this weekend...I might have people over, but Tim wants to spend quality time together, so who knows?

MuZaChic@aol.com — Tue, 06 Mar 2007 02:31:10 GMT

I was just thinking about what I want to do for my birthday. And since my birthday is on a sunday, I think I want to go to masque for karaoke! I haven't been there in quite some time, so I'm going to desigate someone(s) to drive, and we'll all go karaoke at masque! Anyone who loves me and wants to come celebrate with me, please come!! I don't know what time I'll be going, but probably around 10. And who knows what will follow?! There might be something going on the night before, too, but I don't know yet. Any input, please let me know!! YAY! BIRTHDAY!

MuZaChic@aol.com — Mon, 05 Mar 2007 01:30:35 GMT

I'm having one of those depressed days that happen for no reason at all. I just want a cigarette. That might be part of the reason, since I haven't had one since about 5pm yesterday. :( But I just want to cry. And I have to go to work. Third shift. By myself. I hate lonely nights at work. I don't want to accomplish anything, like cleaning, so I just sit and do crossword puzzles. And cry, sometimes.

I REALLY wish I could go karaoke at masque. I miss it, like crazy. DAMN THIRD SHIFT ON SUNDAY NIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:(

If anyone is out and about and wants to come visit me at work, the distraction would be GREATLY appreciated.

MuZaChic@aol.com — Wed, 28 Feb 2007 03:10:10 GMT

I just wanted to say that I love you all.

And this is easier/quicker than commenting on everyone's posts.

I love you all, we can do this. We can beat the winter blues. And whatever blues may follow. I'll try my hardest to be here for everyone. Call me, text me, e-mail me, whatever. I'm here.